We are identical twins. We see some resemblance with my two boys.




I truly hope that my two boys are as close and loving as I am with my twin brother.

Jonathan and I are identical twins. I am the younger one of the two. I was not discovered until Jonathan was born in hospital. To make the long story short, the doctor and nurse told my Mom about me the moment when Jon was out and I was 10 minutes after Jon. In some dramatic way, I am a surprise to the world.

Jon always looks younger with a baby face and he has a smile that I cherish every single day. I miss family back home in Macau. And it is easy for me to get into tears in thinking of my twin brother back home. We are so close in the pictures and yet we are so far away in distance. My thoughts and prayers are with him and his family.

Benjamin's Asthma came back over the weekend. We took turn in caring for him with the Nebulizer and urgent care visit. The little guy was very sick on Saturday but he recovers quickly by Monday. While tending Ben, I have many thoughts on my Mom. I wish I can be home tending her along with my Dad. It has been extremely tough on my Dad caring for her in the beginning stage of Alzheimer while dealing with his own health issues.

Mom is very pretty in the picture and I still can't tell which one is me in all the three twin pictures that I have with Jon and Mom. I miss my mom very much and the picture brings me much closer to home than I realize. It is comforting.